Days like today - days where something happens that if I'm still alive 60 years from now, I'll remember as vividly as when it happened - don't come very often. And when they do, they usually do more bad than good.

Today was definitely a more bad than good day. But in the long run, it'll be more good, because it'd rid me of something I needed to rid myself of.

It's just draining. Luckily I get to see everyone in one week in Baltimore. I need 4 days of binge drinking with the best people in the world to get my mind off this one.